I want to die but I don’t want to commit suicide because there are still people who care and I don’t want them to experience the loss but I also don’t want to stay here. I also don’t want it to be seen as an act of attention or attract any attention either because knowing my school, they’ll most likely have a whole prayer service and announce it on the intercom and I don’t want that! I just want a way to stop existing and not hurt anyone!!
changing the date on your paper so your teacher doesn’t think you’re a procrastinator
Do you ever just feel people losing interest in you. You try to keep conversations going but they always die out anyways. You try to make time to hang out with them but they are always too busy. You try so hard to be what they want but thats not enough anymore. Feeling yourself fade out of someones life is probably one of the worst feelings.